Sunday, February 25, 2007

A level results are coming back soon!!
omg..got lots of mixed feelings.
cause i know i'l screw up but i still have a little hope that i can make it to nus.
argh..i had a dream i scored real bad for As..reality better not!!
got to decide what course to choose asap..but mst of it still depends on my results.
and i realised that my combi is really weak. double math and chem.
i checked the UK universities and apparently some courses only recognise either math from C maths or F maths. i'm so at a disadvantage!! nvm not going there anyway. just hope that singapore one doesn't have such a thing. or not sure die man..

peihan jab the green man 12:47:00 am =P

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Thursday, February 15, 2007

my grandma.
she had cancer at the back of her nose and went for the operation some time ago.
she's almost recovered...just that the screwed up surgeon keep on leaving a hole in her face.
she had a second operation to close up the hole but it was screwed up again.
there's still a little hole in her face.
my grandma is very unhappy with what all this illness has caused her.
she knows she looks very ugly now.
my cousins whom she used to stay with don't even dare to go near her.
and she's really bad..
staying at home can be very boring for a old lady since she can't do any housework.
so she calls my cousins...and what do they say when they answer the phone?
"why you always call one? very irritating leh."
no wonder my grandma said she lived enough and want to go already.
today she told me she dreamt that she wasn't sick anymore and could wash her own clothes.
she said she feels happier in her dreams as she could do so many things by herself.
omg i hope she doesn't see the white light and walk into it.
she should live longer...

peihan jab the green man 10:58:00 am =P

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