Saturday, June 25, 2005

never leave me alone...

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I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight

And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t

How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I've made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

peihan jab the green man 12:03:00 pm =P

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Tuesday, June 07, 2005

haiz..dun wanna do DJ-ing
looks so scary you know..
like you talking alone there..
then if suddenly forgot what to say then very malu la..
it will be like a moment of silence..oh man!!
got DJ-ing training ths friday..
tmr - track training..
thursday - wings meet
friday - DJ-ing and maybe netball
saturday - maybe wings meet again

faints..think i no need study for my summer test already
haha..if i never pass 3 subjects then good luck to me!!
i won't be allowed to go for any training..
even if i do, i'll can only go and sit down there and study..
like that better..no need to give excuse for ponning training..
it's the school's policy for all students who don't do well for exams!!
rocks man!

peihan jab the green man 10:19:00 pm =P

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Monday, June 06, 2005

crying silently

life sucks.
why is it always like that?
old people should just die..
maybe at their 50th birthday
just die automatically
don't waste other people's time
by making them take care of you.
you won't be of much use anyway
you say you can't chew normal food..
then why is it that
you can eat those damn hard peanuts
and biscuits and chocolate??
you idiot!!
don't eat at home la!
waste food and waste money only...
always HATING you!

peihan jab the green man 11:41:00 pm =P

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