Monday, November 24, 2003

argh....damn it!!!
i destroyed one of my darling's picture
stupid me
i use adobe photoshop to make some changes
then happily went to save it
and now it is in black and white
cannot even see her face
shit man.
i am so angry with myself
wanna die liao
how can like that...
she looked so chio in there..
ahhhhhh............................................
so depressed now...

peihan jab the green man 12:09:00 pm =P

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Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing, And your voice caught within your chest?
It isn't Love, it's Like.
You can't keep your eyes or hands off of them, am I right?
It isn't Love, it's Lust.
Are you proud, and eager to show them off?
It isn't Love, it's Luck.
Do you want them because you know they're there?
It isn't Love, it's Loneliness.
Are you there because it's what everyone wants?
It isn't Love, it's Loyalty.
Do you stay for their confessions of Love, because you don't want to hurt them?
It isn't Love, it's Pity.
Are you there because they kissed you, or held your hand?
It isn't Love, it's being Unconfident.
Do you belong to them because their sight makes your heart skip a beat?
It isn't Love, it's Infatuation.
Do you pardon their faults because you care about them?
It isn't Love, it's Friendship.
Do you tell them every day they are the only one you think of?
It isn't Love, it's a Lie.
Are you willing to give all of your favorite things for their sake?
It isn't Love, it's Charity.
Does your heart ache and break when they're sad?
Then it's Love.
Are you attracted to others, but stay with them faithfully without regret?
Then it's Love.
Do you accept their faults because they're a part of who they are?
Then it's Love.
Do you cry for their pain, even when they're strong?
Then it's Love.
Do their eyes see your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply it hurts?
Then it's Love.
But do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain and elation pulls you close and holds you?
Then it's Love.
Would you give them your heart, your life, your death?
Then it's Love.

peihan jab the green man 10:40:00 am =P

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Sunday, November 23, 2003

wah today had tuition early in the morning.
reached there at 11am.
but the tuition starts at 11.45am.
so shit-ti-fied.
call jo and she saved me of boredom.
chatted a while.
discussed about when we will be going SENTOSA!!
yay it's so fun.
we all love the cheese!!
haiz..fiona is in korea now.
so we shall go when she come back.
but i think when she come back,
jo will be going to shanghai.
then we shall wait again until she comes back,
but then she say that when she come back,
she wouldn't have any clothes to wear to sentosa.
so have to wait a few days more days for her clothes to be washed.
hahahaha....how cute. =P

peihan jab the green man 6:44:00 pm =P

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Friday, November 21, 2003

last day of work experience today.
kinda sad.
it's been a wonderful time.
i love it.
the teachers are friendly, funky and nice to us.
the students are very cute and innocent.
gonna miss them all.
haiz.
it has really been a great time there.
had eng and maths lessons with the students.
primary 4.
4/1 the first class
they are quite responsive and very intelligent.
but the primary 2s are the real cute ones.
they are all very hyperactive.
being in the sch reminds me of my primary sch life
hmm the staff room smells really great.
that's one thing that i really like.
it's so soothing and heavenly.
and extremely spacious.
sat at the table beside my mentor.
learnt a lot from her.
she strict but very nice.
inspired me a lot.
thanks a lot ms tai.
i will always remember you.



peihan jab the green man 11:51:00 pm =P

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Thursday, November 06, 2003

got new specs
but not gonna wear it till my work experience
think i look toot in it
but nvm
toot is good
must be a toot
then you'll become smart
hahaha..that's so lame

peihan jab the green man 2:12:00 pm =P

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