Friday, October 31, 2003

last day of sch
but it doesn't seem so

told my mum i wanted to pon sch yesterday
and my mum actually said ok
but then after that she ask me if i really don't want to go
cause it's the LAST day
then i said
ok..i go lar
(i wanna see her for the LAST time cause
i might not be able to see her during the holidays)
so went to sch
then there was that stupid oratorical contest which was super boring
so me and fiona sat together and talk until mrs lai came and told me to go back to my class and made me sit in between two councillors
was kinda bored so i took a GREEN piece of paper and made two paper aeroplanes
i started flying it around
later me and fiona tried throwing the aeroplanes into each others mouth
we were totally looking out for the teacher while we played...
hahaha..so fun
at the end i gave hanjin one of the GREEN aeroplane..heehee
and told her how to play the game
after which we all went back to class and rotted for around 1 hour

went town after that...ate some of jo's pasta at pasta mania
then we went bowling!! i got Second!..... from the back
had a lot of fun changing names...hahaha
after we left, i realised i lost something...something important
but nvm got over it after a while
shall not let it affect my day's mood
went to try on clothes..and can't fit in any..boohoohoo
cause i was too 'built' that's what annie said
and i think my shoulders are just too damn broad..
walk and walk around town untl leg pain
went home around 5 took train..was damn tired but there's no seats
totally dead now...


peihan jab the green man 9:00:00 pm =P

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Saturday, October 18, 2003

yesterday was so cool man
first we had inter-house games
sec 3 ultimate frisbee
BRONTE teams were great!
we got first for one of the teams
and the other team did a great job too
they only miss by one point to get into the semi-finals
COOL PLAY BRONTERIANS!!
ALL THE WAY BRONTE!!
BRONTE ROCKS!!!

Ok then we had a farewell assembly for the sec 4s
was sitting all the way at the side
so didn’t see anyone cry
anyway saw my darling in the i-movie thingy
wow she was totally mesmerizing
wanna die can
will try to get that i-movie
so that i can watch it everyday and ogle at her..hahaha

after that the hse captains and vice-captains went to prepare
the grand farewell for our sec 4s outgoing captains
so fun lor..we were sort of looking out for them cause
they were walking ard the canteen and temp block
so we had to hide here and there and run away from them
we waited until coast was clear then me, hanjin and lois
took the presents to seoul garden
while fiona, joelle and kai went to waste time with them...hahaha
so cute lor...they actually brought them to ps and then back to taka
fiona, joelle and kai came up first
then we ask the man at the counter to give them the mirrors according to the houses
and he pronounced bronte as bronttt...hahaha so he was like brontt-ing all the way
so exciting..then they came to the table and sat with us in our houses
and in the count of 1,2,3 we took out the presents and gave it to them
we gave huiboon a cool funky shirt, a set of uhm...underwear..haha..a tin of cookies and some pencils... that underwear actually wanted to get green ones but out of stock!! so sad leh...had to get navy blue
then everyone started to eat.. huiboon keep on asking me and hanjin to eat
we were happily eating our GREEN vege..haha
then later sophie and huiboon keep on stuffing us with food
ate until both of us stomach pain
then later we went to make dessert for them
yummy..but i think i am gonna get a permanent membership in TAF club
after eating the dessert..they sec 4 went missing except huiboon
so we keep on asking her where they went and what they are up to
but then she say she don't know
they came back after some time
then we all went out of seoul garden
the sec 4s discussed some stuff making us wait at a side
asked us to stand in a line and then gave us each a flower
i got a red flower cause they think i'm horny and suitable for me...hahaha thanks a lots =)
to end the day, we all went to take neoprints!!
had lots of fun!!
i'm gonna miss all of you!!




peihan jab the green man 4:33:00 pm =P

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Monday, October 06, 2003

Love at First Sight
They're both convinced
that a sudden passion joined them.
Such a certainty is beautiful,
but uncertainty is more beautiful still.

Since they'd never met before, they're sure
that there'd been nothing between them.
But what's the word from the streets, staircases, hallways—
perhaps they've passed each other a million times?

I want to ask them
if they don't remember—
a moment face to face
in some revolving door?
perhaps a "sorry" muttered in a crowd?
a curt "wrong number" caught in the receiver?
but I know the answer.
No, they don't remember

They'd be amazed to hear
that Chance has been toying with them
now for years.

Not quite ready yet
to become their Destiny,
it pushed them close, drove them apart,
it barred their path,
stifling a laugh,
and then leaped aside.

There were signs and signals,
even if they couldn't read them yet.
Perhaps three years ago
or just last Tuesday
a certain leaf fluttered
from one shoulder to another?
Something was dropped and then picked up.
Who knows, maybe the ball that vanished
into childhood's thicket?

There were doorknobs and doorbells
where one touch had covered another
beforehand.
Suitcases checked and standing side by side.
One night, perhaps, the same dream,
grown hazy by morning.

Every beginning
is only a sequel, after all,
and the book of events
is always open halfway through.

By Wislawa Szymborska


The Three Oddest Words
When I pronounce the word Future,
the first syllable already belongs to the past.

When I pronounce the word Silence,
I destroy it.

When I pronounce the word Nothing,
I make something no non-being can hold.

By Wislawa Szymborska


peihan jab the green man 3:46:00 pm =P

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