Wednesday, May 21, 2003

ok, i gave berry something today. and as usual i didn't button my shirt. then she said something like early in the morning see one gangster....dunno lar can't remember. then she told me not to wear my PE T-shirt since i'm so hot. but i say dun want.

after that go for maths lessons in AVT and the pple there off the light and it was like pitch dark in there. so we took out our hp and it was a bit bright liao....and also scary. some pple playing piano there to create ambience?? hahaha crazy.

realised the school was damn quiet. sec 1 and sec 2 C and G classes went to picnic at botanic garden then the sec fours all went back to the tem. block so only left with all the 1,2 and 3 S classes (all the non-OBS pple have to go to the S classes) yeah it's really scary without noise in a school.

aniwae today is damn hot and humid. keep on sweating. me and fiona oso keep on roaming around the school. haha..haven get caught yet =P so lucky.

got a bad headache on the way home. reached home and then ate a lot. yeah really a lot. head was still pain so went to sleep for about a hour. woke up around 6pm and went for guitar lesson. head was still pain....dun want to go school tomolo. =(

peihan jab the green man 10:20:00 pm =P

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Tuesday, May 20, 2003

omg monday was a fun day. althought a bit boring. said bye to those who are going OBS. hope thy have fun there. i gonna miss ya all.

in the morning did some stupid stuff on eggs. val is totally sick squeeze the egg until then egg yolk came out and totally dripped it in the drain. yucks.

after that we went roaming around the sch as usual. then tay saw us, and asked us to go back to class (phew...was expecting her to scold us or something like that but she didn't)

later we had some activity call "spread some sunshine" that name is so lame lor..alliteration - literary device. we were supposed to fold paper cranes during that time. totally slack the through the whole thing. but it was quite fun lar huh...

today is the best. early in the morning got english lesson. not interested at all, hate it. he is so idiotic.. gave us work to do and told us some story about toilet just because i went hanging around for so long and fiona told him i went to the toilet. he is such a pain in the neck. the other class t'cher was merely interacting with the class. what kind of unfairness. just because there are so many toot pple in the C classes, it doesn't mean we want to study after exams. better still even ask us to bring TYS on thursday for english. u f**k off man!! i dislike men!!!

after the dumb english. we've got some LifeSmart program which is totally making our lifes miserable only. waste our money only. hired a old man to talk rubbish to us, what is this?? hello? fiona can even speak better than him. and he's just another mr chan.. keep on sweating.

then berry poped in around 11.50am to ask us take temperature. she was looking at my log book then she asked me who signed this "FTJY". i was laughing lor. then she say izzit fiona. i said yah and she gave a that kind of look. hahaha...aniwae she helped to sign for me and fiona... cause fiona was busy cleaning her thermometer (i think so...that hygiene freak) and i went off to roam my beloved school. so she decided to sign for us...*smirk*

ohh yah, in the morning berry said that i look like a gangster when i don't button my blouse. so i had to button up if not no nice but you know the weather is so so darn hot and warm and humid that if i dun unbutton i will just die of heat stroke. and what did she say..take out your PE T-shirt since you are so hot.

hmm. back to today. after lifesmart was "spread some sunshine" again. not bad learnt how to fold a flower yah. made only bout 5 or 6 flowers. so non-productive today.

sch ended at 1.30pm. hanged around in sch. then fiona asked me and yunliang to accompany her to eat thai tom yam (yummy..) and after much persuading..we finally went but she's will treat us $2 each. hahaha..aniwae thks for the $2 treat. =P

peihan jab the green man 11:50:00 pm =P

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Sunday, May 18, 2003

hopefully tomolo when i go school i will be able to heaven a bit. if not i will just be bored to death.

got to do my bronte stuff. no time liao. totally no time liao. there is like so much to do and i haven't done any. crescentian day is coming in two weeks time only!! my mascot is still not ready. ohh no.

peihan jab the green man 2:14:00 pm =P

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went to town today. cool had fun. went with jo, jw and siti. hang around a bit then went to buy sb hahaha...i got one orange one. someday i will get one purple sb *grins* haha..you know what purple means rite.

then jo and siti left. mi and jw went to edo sushi to eat. toot like anithing, dared each other to eat some disgusting stuff. played with some ginko nutz, said it can help to improve memory. laugh and laugh lor..then we went to heeren. walked until the second floor then realised that jw had left her paper bag in edo sushi. went back and we felt so no face to get the paper bag back..hahaha it was so funny.

peihan jab the green man 12:57:00 am =P

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Saturday, May 17, 2003

exams over. everybody is going to OBS next week. i am not..don't ask me why i'm not going.

saw the timetable for those pple who are not going. it's some kind of boredom. cause we'll be playing some real stupid games that i know i will not like even though i haven played them. then i think there will be some lessons?!? crazy one...i'll try to persuade my parents to allow me to skip school for one day. but you know, they have nv allowed and in the end i will just get some lecturing from them instead... for having the thoughts of wanting to skip school. =P boring boring boring.....





peihan jab the green man 1:02:00 pm =P

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Sunday, May 11, 2003

when yoU believe[mariah carey]

Many nights we've prayed
With no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts a hopeful song
We barely understood
Now we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear
We were moving mountains
Long before we knew we could

There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe

In this time of fear
When prayer so often proves in vain
Hope seemed like the summer birds
Too swiftly flown away
Yet now I'm standing here
My heart's so full, I can't explain
Seeking faith and speaking words
I never thought I'd say

They don't always happen when you ask
And it's easy to give in to your fears
But when you're blinded by your pain
Can't see your way clear through the rain
A small, but still, resilient voice
Says help is very near

peihan jab the green man 1:11:00 pm =P

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Thursday, May 08, 2003

"If i died this moment, who would miss me in this world?
Who would welcome me in the next?"

boo hoo..so many thing happened for the last few weeks??
just gonna die

i am unable to smile now, so don't even talk about laugh
doing it makes me feel uneasy, it drains energy out from me
the muscles there seemed to turn into stone?!?
unable to speak, unable to talk,
that's me
the antisocial
hahaha..nuts-ti-fied..

stressed over thousand and one thing in this world, especially my mathz, i am like so lousy at it now, it seems like the end of the world for me...got 4/20 for my test. it's the first time i failed my mathz test for all i can remember. maybe it's because i am not sitting with my usual partner or it's because i am just getting stupid in this toot-ti-fied class. who knows?? but all i want to say is that, this test will be the first and last test that i am failing. NO MORE FAIL FOR MATHZ!!



peihan jab the green man 11:20:00 pm =P

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