Sunday, April 27, 2003
wHat I gO to scH 4 [busted]
Her voice is echoed in my mind
I count the days till she is mine
Can't tell my friends 'cos they will laugh
I love a member of the staff
I fight my way to front of class
To get the best view of her ass
I drop a pencil on the floor
She bends down and shows me more...
That's what I go to school for
Even though it is a real bore
You can call me crazy
I know that she craves me
That's what I go to school for
Even though it is a real bore
Girlfriends I've had plenty
None like Miss Mackenzie
That's what I go to school for
That's what I go to school for
So she may be thirty-three
But that doesn't bother me
Her boyfriends working out of town
I find a reason to go round
I climb a tree outside her home
To make sure she is all alone
I see her in her underwear
I can't help but stop and stare
Everyone that you teach all day knows you're looking at me in a different way
I guess that's why my marks are getting so high
I can see those tell tale signs telling me that I was on your mind
I could see that you want it more when you told me that I'm what you go to school for
I'm what you go to school for
She's packed her bag its in the trunk
Looks like she's picked herself a hunk
We drive past school to say goodbye
My friends they can't believe their eyes...
peihan jab the green man 1:08:00 pm =P
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Friday, April 25, 2003
got to start studying now. my classmates seemed to have studied every single subject. today's social studies i went late and everyone was like so concentrating. haiz.
stressed up. totally gonna die. dun think i am gonna do well for my mid-year. i need someone to motivate me to study!!! (only some pple motivate then will work one kie... so dun anyhow come and motivate me). someone please teach me chemistry. i don't know anything about chem. literature is a total failure. not need to pass at all. geography must do well cannot disappoint AAL but i can't memorise thing u see. ss is even worst dun even understand the chim chim english...
die die die
fail fail fail
peihan jab the green man 9:11:00 pm =P
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Wednesday, April 23, 2003
haiz..today was a bad day. early in the morning went walk walk with jiawen val and qiqi. returned back to class that time mrs lai was already there liao. she asked me where i go. i didn't say anything, she ask mi to stand outside at the windows..hahaha felt like sec2 that time the geog. lesson...the group of us will always be punished by mrs han, stand at the window or sit outside to do our hw. hahaha..the past.
the present is horrible, mrs lai's lesson ended in like 3 seconds, then she asked huiching to come out of class for some stuff and scold her while asking me to stand at the back of the class. scold so long can i was inside totally chatting with michelle and annie, even ate a biscuit.
when she finally finish scolding huiching, the recess almost ended lor..then she say since i like to walk around so much, i shall not have recess.. and a load of crap. she say she's giving me one last chance, if i misbehave again, she gonna call my parents and update them on my behavior. erpz lor
peihan jab the green man 11:25:00 pm =P
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Saturday, April 19, 2003
What are you most likely to call someone if they annoy you?
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peihan jab the green man 8:25:00 pm =P
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yesterday went out with jiawen, debra, denise, andrea .eat dinner. mos burger. everyone eat so slow lor. haha or maybe i eat too fast liao. then later meet hanjin at macs. walked to the church and waited for grace and lisa. went in together and some lame pple ask us to take the stairs say wat 'you can reach in 15 seconds and you, 11 seconds', erpz lor wat kind of total crap. watched the king and i.
during the play, i was playing with jiawen's toy(watever u call that??) haha..it's so cute. might get that for snail.
the play finished at bout 10pm. we stop for 2 times cause we dunno where to go..in the end mi, jw and hanjin went to macs for supper. hahaha. then the rest went home.
finished our supper. walked to the bus stop. while we walk we keep stepping on puddle of water to make each other wet. so fun. and jw totally dirtied my white goofy shirt. dotty with brown spots. hahahaha. had to scrub it when i went home...all the way until 1a.m.
today must do my hw. tuition work oso. so much. want to die.
peihan jab the green man 2:11:00 pm =P
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Friday, April 18, 2003
watch the cartoon 'secret of the castle' early in the morning then heard the song 'because i love her'. nice... but i cannot find the song online. argh..
Isn't it enough that I fight the dragons
That I fight the villains and win the prize
Isn't it enough that I run the kingdom
Solve everyone's problems, direct and advise
Why must I also get down on my knees and apologize?
Because I love her, I need her
Like Earth needs the sun
I need the one I love
To keep my hope bright
My head right
My heart fighting on
Until I am back in her arms
Because I love her, I need her
Like summer needs rain
To grow and sustain each day
I hear her singing
And bringing her strength to my soul
Until I am back in her arms
Miles apart, yet still my heart can hear her melody
I'm more that sure that I can't endure
Without her love for me
Because I love her and need her
Like I need to breathe
Did Adam need Eve like this
Now I see clearly
I nearly gave up all I had
So whatever our differences were
I'll bid them goodbye
I'll give love a try
And all because I love her
peihan jab the green man 12:31:00 pm =P
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You are blue. You are somewhat innocent, in the fact that your genius only extends to the physical world. You have a false sense of contentness. You are usually the quiet one, the genius. Everyone can count on you to help when they have problems, but you only fall short of being able to solve your own.
What inner color are you?
Sorrowdweller. You are not overcome by anger nor
happiness. Your emotions are pretty well
balanced, but you do tend to get somewhat
emotional at times leaning towards depression
and saddness. You have your own views of the
world and while you do not see the beauty of
life, you are not completely overwhelmed by
darkness. Live and let live just because.
How Emotional Are You?
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peihan jab the green man 12:15:00 am =P
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Thursday, April 17, 2003
chio. chio. chio.
sexy. sexy. sexy.
love. love. love.
hmm. today rotted quite a lot in class. realised that mascot is on. this means that we have to do and that means that i have to do which means that i have to be involved it. dot. totally. and what's more we are performing on crescentian day!! wat is that. i got stage fright can. hahaha. aniwae must try to do a good job cause BRONTE ROCKS!!! and I LOVE BRONTE!!
haha. today got an egg from kai. blue colour sumore. was totally playing with the egg in class. then my classmates oso play. slept during cme, mr ho was totally crapping there. then after that suppose to have lit. test but linda goon didn't come. hahaha. i am so lucky. smart pple like fiona said it was difficult, then i bet i 100% fail already without even taking the test. went around the school walk walk, then bell ring have to go back for geography. physic lesson was totally funny, before the mr tan came in i asked him why he nv put gel today....and wat did he say?? 'dun put look more stylo' ohh man..totally sick..hahaha. he is totally very fun to bully. always suan him one. poor man.
after sch. hang around with huiching and erffa. saw tweety bird, gave mi wat kind of look. want to slap her. something very wrong with her. become so sickening, bitchy.
peihan jab the green man 10:59:00 pm =P
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Tuesday, April 15, 2003
haven blogged for how many gorzillion days. blogger was down, so pissed, so didn't bother.
yesterday was monday. the day when sch reopen. walked all the way to tem. block then realised my class was at the old block. gonna be damn hot here, now that there's no air-con. yeah man, sweat like anything. being at the old block was quite good but also bad.
good cause i will be able to see snail where ever snail goes. hahaha. but you see, i always end up seeing her legs or shoes only because the big big study pavillion and dunno how many billion trees are there xtra-ing, totally block my view =| .
bad cause i wun be able to see her when she eats in the canteen. aww..but nvm, will get to see her everyday...muahahaha
got snail some postcards on monday. quite cute one.
today she thanked me for the postcards. hahaha. and said that it was very nice. ohh man so happy. i heard her laugh. it was really nice, haven heard it for centuries.
snail said she used to play sleeping game with her sister. hahaha.. see who sleep the first/faster.. so cute. maybe i should try to play it with my sister too. but it seems that my sis will always win cause she goes to sleep earlier than me..hahaha...
today was a really great day. i love it.
it seems that everything needs space to breathe, may it be berry or snail, anything, they all need air, oxygen i should say. and if they get the amount they want, they will start to change. into a more beautiful organism that will make us feel real great when we see them. sad you will be sometimes, but that's just part of the process. (hahaha...i am totally crapping like crazy..dun listen to me kie...)
peihan jab the green man 4:40:00 pm =P
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Friday, April 11, 2003
okie this is damn cute. went to to kitchen to get something to eat then saw banana so went to take one. and guess what...there's a snail on it!!! hahaha. so puny can. too bad it's dead if not i will totally keep it as my pet.
wo niu. wo niu. wo niu. wo niu. wo niu. wo niu. wo niu. wo niu. wo niu.
peihan jab the green man 3:54:00 pm =P
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GREEN. Green is serene babe. You're as normal as
they come. You may have your
"moments" but just take a minute to
think about it... when's the last time someone
called YOU wild and crazy?
If I were a crayon I would be.......... What's YOUR inner Crayola?
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hahaha. green = bronte. bronte rawks!!! so cute this thing. quite accurate. must try. =).
peihan jab the green man 3:31:00 pm =P
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omg. so excited. two more days only. haha. can't wait to go to school. miss school. don't miss the teachers. cause they'll be scolding me every lesson for not doing my hw. =P. who cares.
hahaha. kai is totally havening with her berry. but i can't..*sniff sniff*. nvm. some day i will be able to.
just now tok to kai bout some sick stuff. about having to eat some slime when someone coughs while kissing. hahaha. gross but it's so funny.
peihan jab the green man 3:19:00 pm =P
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erpz. my hair is short. totally short. might just die when school reopens. linda goon might tear me into pieces if she not happy that day. but nvm it's quite cooling since it's so warm now. "always look on the bright side of life."
wondering if snail is gonna ignore mi. better don't, but if snail really is, it'll be quite ok (maybe not) cause i need to go home straight after home if possible.
hw hw..i did my english and only english. still have how many subject to do. nv gonna finish them. march holiday hw haven even finish yet. and they add more hw. chinese, chem, phy. crazy. that's so much to do. but like what they say, it's suggested activites, so we do really have to do them. hahaha. but it seems that i have to do cause my classmates will do them for sure and if i dun i'll be dead meat....haiz =(
peihan jab the green man 12:37:00 am =P
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Wednesday, April 09, 2003
You're the loving smile,the one that is entirely
devoted to others,especially that one
person.You really can't get them out of your
head,but then,you don't really want to.
What Kind of Smile are You?
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sian-di-fied. the whole of yesterday cannot use the internet. so pissed off with myself and my dad. haiz. i think i am going to cut my hair today. yeah hopefully it'll be nice.
going for guitar at 4. 2 hours. sure to be bored to death there. feel so sick at home.
peihan jab the green man 12:43:00 pm =P
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Tuesday, April 08, 2003
hahaha. finally i went out. so happy.
woke up then, stone a bit in my room then jo called. tok to her for a while, went bath, have lunch and went to jo's house. reach there, wait how long for her to come down to open her gate...then played about 3 minutes of basketball, then finally go into her house. watched MVP qing ren..haiz..dun want to comment bout it.
went off to heeren and got postcards. got 3 damn cool one. can give my wo nui see. and oso bought a necklace or something like that and wanted to engrave but cannot find the place to do so.
met jiawen at dunno wat time outside my fav. shop. started hanging around. haha..we took neoprints so funni..jo had to take the one that she drew until cannnot see the face one.
later jo went home. so we went fareast to look for place to engrave. find up and down cannot find. met val and donkz at long john. went continue finding place to engrave. finally found but then one letter cost like $2 and i was totally broke...haiz, wait for next time.
peihan jab the green man 12:41:00 am =P
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Sunday, April 06, 2003
just now arh, two cheeky pple called me and said they were *snail*. they are the best lor...took turns to tell me they are snail. so cheeky can..scared-re-ed me a bit. somemore these two fake, imitation, falsified snails were laughing like anything at the back!!! so evil >.<...later get pimples..=P ( just joking..haha, but dun blame me if u really get pimples )
peihan jab the green man 4:57:00 pm =P
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have been dreaming a lot lately. yesterday dream's setting was in school(guess i miss sch too much =(....). how many pple were in my dream lor..CCC, mdm yap, TSH, miss goh, me and yuani. and what were we doing, teaching yuani maths (hey yuani big shot huh, so many pple teach you, better do well for yur maths)..hahaha...aniwae CCC, TSH, and miss goh was xtra there, they most probably don't know anything bout maths.
woke up at 8++. went for tution. my tutor was totally pissed with us. cause every lesson 2 hours, we spent like 1 hour+ to do our hw(given last lesson) then she cannot finish teaching what she want to teach that lesson. it's not our fault right, some pple are just slow at doing things.
came home around 12. mum complaining about too much bread and fruits at home(erpz..crazy last few days we only have a few pieces of plain white bread and NO fruits at all) think my family really got some problem. they dunno how to buy things in correct amt. and when to buy them.
ohh man this song 'hao xing fen shou' by lu qiao ying is totally nice. the tune is very catchy. i love it!!
peihan jab the green man 1:11:00 pm =P
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Saturday, April 05, 2003
the show ended. the cows quite cute, he's quite talented but not as creative as the one in art attack.
ok, kwan is the best!! =P ask us to write the compo and mail to her house. wat's her problem?? damn pissed with her.
i am so bored at home. even more bored now that my brother and sister went out. i am alone at home with my mum. wat should i do now? hw? study? nah...not in the mood at all.
think i'll just play my toys(yeah man, still have loads of them at home)
peihan jab the green man 1:38:00 pm =P
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just woke up at 12. best...sleep until so late. nvm i bet she sleeps until as late too.
kai called, chatted with her for some time. then i started sneezing non-stop, maybe i got sars. hahaha. like real.
damn, now they extended the sch holiday until 14 april. i totally miss her.
that sickening kwan ask us to do compo and choose our own topic to write, wat kinda crap is that?!!
got to go and watch tv now. cows n crayons. hahaha...some kind of a childish show.
peihan jab the green man 1:08:00 pm =P
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Friday, April 04, 2003
ohh man. so high now. dreamt of her again. it was like this.....i was at the canteen with jiayi, then i think she went off to buy some stuff. she came and drank jiayi's packet drink. then i totally want to take and drink but before i can, TSH came and took a sip from it. felt like killing her can. then jiayi came back, i ask her to give mi the packet drink and then i finished the whole packet. i threw away the packet but kept the straw. after that, i saw her eating with TSH. she finished eating and went up the stairs. on the way up she look down at me and smile. my god the smile was so sweet. =)
told joanna bout it, she say she help mi jie mong. hahaha. said that it's because i want to kiss her so got this kinda dream and then TSH is the biggest obstacle for mi....hmm quite true actually.
chatted with dorcas and she motivated mi to do my hw. so i shall do somemore of the suggested activites by the sch. yes totally lame-di-fied. i think i will do my 2 english newspaper article.
aniwae i think i am totally fat now. won't be able to wear my school skirt liao. stupid holiday. make me so bored. end up eatin non-stop at home.
peihan jab the green man 3:52:00 pm =P
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Thursday, April 03, 2003
great. stopped msging her. must give her some space to breathe. nvm three more days only. just hope that they do not lenghten the stupid 'holidays'.
feel so guai, almost finished my compre. my handwriting damn chio, i bet she'll be shocked to see it.
hmm...we sort of sang this song during the geog. camp....yah..it's called sukiyaki
It's all because of you, I'm feeling sad and blue
You went away, now my life is just a rainy day
And I love you so, how much you'll never know
You've gone away and left me lonely
Untouchable memories, seem to keep haunting me
Another love so true
That once turned all my gray skies blue
But you disappeared
Now my eyes are filled with tears
And I'm wishing you were here with me
Soft with love are my thoughts of you
Now that you're gone
I just don't know what to do
If only you were here
You'd wash away my tears
The sun would shine once again
You'd be mine all mine
But in reality, you and I will never be
'Cause you took your love away from me
Girl, I don't know what I did
To make you leave me
But what I do know
Is that since you've been gone
There's such an emptiness inside
I'm wishing you'd come back to me
If only you were here
You'd wash away my tears
The sun would shine once again
You'd be mine all mine
But in reality, you and I will never be
'Cause you took your love away from me
Oh, baby, you took your love away from me.
peihan jab the green man 3:01:00 pm =P
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Wednesday, April 02, 2003
msged her yesterday nite again. and again she didn't reply. nvm i know you are trying to aviod me and make me think that you are not available. it's alright, i understand you have your difficulty. i don't blame you. i still love you. aniwae i dreamt of you yesterday nite. you were looking at mi with your lovely eyes. so enchanting so captivating. if only i could stop time, i will look at you forever and nv blink my eyes.
today i shall do my hw and try to finish my _______'_ subject so at least i know in my mind she'll be happy(oops cannot use happy it's too childish) ok er..she'll be pleased with me. hahaha...=P . still got laods of thing to do man. won't have time to study. how?? she won't be pleased(again?!) if she knows abt it. nvm i shall find at least 5 mins to study, at least better than not studying at all.
peihan jab the green man 1:10:00 pm =P
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Tuesday, April 01, 2003
hmm. adidas. i lOve. just the one for me.
peihan jab the green man 9:17:00 pm =P
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it's me here.got quite depressed, did nothing for the past few days. juz thinking abt her. that penguin kwan called mi yesterday nite to inform pple to GO TO SCHOOL WEBBIE TO FIND OUT WHAT"S THE HW!! wat the hell, you are so lazy can, and you think i got so much time for you. [eRpz] and today morning juz called mi again to ask me call pple and ask if ANYONE WENT TO HONG KONG, CHINA AND BLAA BLAA...COUNTRIES LAST FEW WEEK. totally pissed off with her. hope her butt rots.
msged her yesterday nite at 11:06pm. think she's asleep so she didn't reply or maybe she juz dun want to. that's gonna be so saddening.
went to play bball with my bro. i think he's quite gd, can touch the board (if only i could). but that's so impossible for me, i am so short. yeah even shorter than her.
today morning msged her again 10:24am. she didn't reply mi too. getting more depressed now. why can't she juz reply, at least it will make me happy.
have to go KFC now to buy lunch. damn it.
peihan jab the green man 12:39:00 pm =P
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